Fall Weather, Friendship, Finals and Deep Feelings

It's finally cooling off here y'all and I am so excited! I love Fall! I love the way that the colors change. I love football! I love the chill that's in the air. I love the holidays; Thanksgiving, Halloween, and the fact that it leads us into the Christmas season, or Hanakuh, or whatever else anyone may celebrate. I, personally, celebrate Christmas. Don't like it then don't read my blog.

Something that this lovely weather has also brought me is fellowship. Now I am really getting to see how great my friends are not only here at college, but which friends from home really count and are there for me. I was walking with Kentucky today and she said, "You should never leave...you should stay here forever." Meaning that I should stay in the area for the Summer (& forever haha.) instead of going home. I have honestly thought about it and I really feel that this area is where I'm supposed to be. It's too soon to make those decisions. Also, today I spent a lot of time with another great buddy of mine. A buddy who empathizes with the painful experience that IS Eng. 101. Let us call her... HennaA. HennaA and I got lunch together after Kentucky and I went shopping at cheapskate. Then we went back to HennaA's dorm, after getting beads to make bracelets to support Breast Cancer Awareness and the Susan G Koman charity <3. We both got henna'd up for our Halloween costumes. HennaA is being a belly dancer. I must say that her costume is very tasteful ;) I'm being an Army brat. :) I decided to make myself a mock tattoo sleeve. I put some henna on today and I'm going to fill in, and probably go over the henna, with tempoary tattoos!! :D I am so excited!

^ so that paragraph in a nutshell...essentially friends are making my world go 'round at this point.
...Also have spent some great times with my roomie, Pocho, lately! Including the evening we decided it would be EXTRA intelligent to stay up all night... agreed upon worst idea ever.

I am finding it WAY difficult to believe that November starts next week!! It feels so entirely CrAzY!
Finals just around the corner.

<3 Boston

P.s. My boyfriend is AbTastic!!!! :D

Life says, "Surprise!!"

Sometimes life likes to throw us curveballs. It keeps me on my toes I suppose, I should be grateful. I am thoroughly disappointed that I will not be seeing Cowboy at his graduation. It's been so long since I've seen him and I miss him so much, however, it will just make Christmas/New Years all the more sweet. I hope that he understands, I know he's going to be so upset when he finds out. I'm not sure how he's going to react, but I know that he was counting on me being there. I have done all that I could and hopefully the next few months will pass quickly and I will see him in December.

Let the countdown begin!

On another note, spending the weekend away from campus I think has given me a lot of time to think and reflect on my relationship, not that any of you want to read about my relationship, but this is my blog and if you don't want to read about it then you should click the next button, but I don't have lingering feelings of doubt over my relationship, no guilt or shame either. I don't feel like this relationship is wrong and yet so many obstacles keep getting in my way. I believe that everything happens for a reason and I hope that Christmas/New Years will be a delightful time for him and I to spend together.

Weekend with the girls was much needed and getting to sleep on an actual bed is Ah-May-Zing! My back is killing me though, probably from all that coloring during conference with HossBoss, Kentucky, and Pocho.

Think I'm off to bed soon, a lot on my mind, I just need Cowboy to understand. Sometimes life just says, "Surprise!" and you have to run with it. ...Waiting anxiously on a call from him. Hope it comes soon.

10-4: Boston