Sometimes life likes to throw us curveballs. It keeps me on my toes I suppose, I should be grateful. I am thoroughly disappointed that I will not be seeing Cowboy at his graduation. It's been so long since I've seen him and I miss him so much, however, it will just make Christmas/New Years all the more sweet. I hope that he understands, I know he's going to be so upset when he finds out. I'm not sure how he's going to react, but I know that he was counting on me being there. I have done all that I could and hopefully the next few months will pass quickly and I will see him in December.
Let the countdown begin!
On another note, spending the weekend away from campus I think has given me a lot of time to think and reflect on my relationship, not that any of you want to read about my relationship, but this is my blog and if you don't want to read about it then you should click the next button, but I don't have lingering feelings of doubt over my relationship, no guilt or shame either. I don't feel like this relationship is wrong and yet so many obstacles keep getting in my way. I believe that everything happens for a reason and I hope that Christmas/New Years will be a delightful time for him and I to spend together.
Weekend with the girls was much needed and getting to sleep on an actual bed is Ah-May-Zing! My back is killing me though, probably from all that coloring during conference with HossBoss, Kentucky, and Pocho.
Think I'm off to bed soon, a lot on my mind, I just need Cowboy to understand. Sometimes life just says, "Surprise!" and you have to run with it. ...Waiting anxiously on a call from him. Hope it comes soon.
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